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Before reading I want to say that if you are not in mood to get emotional then please read later. Thank you.
Let’s get started:
A girl is seen sitting in a room. It seems that she is thinking and writing something. Yes she is Riddhima.
pov of riddhima,
Hey how are you. I hope you will be fine. Look I came as I promised. You know me inside and out, you saw me cry, laugh, I shared with you everything that I can’t share with anyone. Don’t know why we cried today, cried a lot but not in front of anyone. Somewhere I know the reason but I will not be weak, I had to be strong to comfort him. his..? Yes my bestie cum sister, Sejal. You know she’s a very emotional kind of person, yet very strong and practical. 4 May 2021, his worst day…not his life. She lost her uncle whom she loves the most in this world.
You know my weakness, I always say that I have no feelings, but that day when he called me and cried, I was blown away. It’s been a month but till today whenever that day comes in my mind, tears start flowing from my eyes because I have never seen her cry so badly. We always have fun, annoy each other but this was something new for me. Comforting him is the hardest thing to do. Yes, I said she is really strong, because she didn’t cry for her family in front of them. She always stood by him and always supported him. I’m very proud of that.
But whenever she used to talk to me, she used to cry, I used to explain to her, she is very stubborn, I know she never listens to me. Like I said I’m really bad at this as it was a very difficult task for me to console and explain to him. She used to say that she did not want to live any more, she could not bear the pain of losing him. It really pierced my heart. Of course it’s painful when someone you love the most and they talk about giving up on life, isn’t it? With great difficulty she could understand what I had told her.
Every day when I wake up, a new fear flashes through my mind. How to console him? how do i explain it to him?
And at that time I was all alone. There was no one with whom I could share my pain as Sejal was the only one who knew me inside and out.
Gayatri was there but what she did broke me to such an extent that I cannot believe the word friend and I will always be there for you. He left me when I needed him the most and the reason he gave was brilliant
She said “I was just checking whether you are my friend or not”.
Seriously here I was dying everyday to see Sejal in this condition and here she was testing me. Just since that day I have never called or texted him, even he didn’t try to contact me. So how can I call him my friend? You tell me did I do right? Because of that relationship I was proud of, yes I can call myself a good friend I ask myself can I really call myself a good friend?
I was in such a state that I could neither cry nor share anything with anyone.
That’s why I feel it was necessary to cry once again to be strong which I am not.
In conclusion, I want to say that sometimes a breakdown is needed for oneself. And everything has a solution, you just have to be patient.
Hey guys, I’m sorry if I would have made you all emotional. But it is true that whenever I think of that month it strikes my heart. It was really tough for everyone. But everything will be resolved. Have hope in God. He will never do wrong to you.
Once again sorry for any mistake. Hope you all like it.